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February 16, 2014

The Trust Factor ….. Is That X or Y

 

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So, its been a little rough since my last post and I have a great deal of time to think about what I wanted to post and well I kept coming up short. My own personal moments all but took over my ability to focus, think and get shit done – I have decided to use a partial journal entry (yes pen and paper….a real journal) as my post.

I would ask only that anyone who reads this post that they not feel pity, sadness or any negative emotion I am just sharing how I feel/felt and I am working this out.

“Busted! Last night I was laying in bed not able to sleep playing this dumb little no-mind gam when I get this email….from my husband. I open it and discover he’s asked out another woman for a hike just the two of them, I have to admit I couldn’t believe what I was reading. In addition, yesterday he had received a text message from the bitch telling him what she was doing etc. and when I asked him who was texting him on a Sunday morning he smiled that big smile and told me someone from work and wouldn’t give me a name I knew at least it was a woman judging by the fucking dance he was doing about not wanting to tell me who it was. Saturday, as I sat here like an asshole waiting for him to come back from the gym I now have figured out he was out with her, he said he was “test driving vehicles – we are in the process of buying a vehicle”. I think my sweet husband decided that I was at the gym (how would I know) and met up with her and they went for lunch, hold on it gets better and then he went to her place for coffee? Yes, he did admit that! I woke my husband up at 1:15am this morning because I couldn’t believe what I had received and was actually reading. Of course he says he has done nothing but really my gut is telling me something different. I feel so very hurt and sad and mad about this I can barely stay focused.”

So, what does it all mean? Haven’t got a clue but I figured out that if your love for someone is strong than it is possible to accept that anyone even the greatest love of your life can have a ‘slip’ and forgiving is part of that love. I am loyal to a fault so this feels 20x worse than just feeling bad 😦 I have decided to try to trust him and enjoy him the way that I want too, of course I believe that I will always have my doubts and that this situation may rear its ugly head at the most inappropriate times but my love for him is so great that I am willing to forgo the ugly possibilities.

Am I the X or the Y….I think the X.

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August 27, 2012

You never know what your going to get when your looking through those pink coloured glasses….

So, it really has been a while since my last post and I have to say a lot of shit has gone down!

I will break it up so its easy to follow.

January to June 15th 2012 – it was down time it was really to be honest uneventful almost to the point of being dull 😦

But then I got a phone call from a very dear sweet old friend and I discovered he was out in California. As all good friends do when they haven’t seen each other for a while he invited me down to visit him …. so I said yes.

June 30th to Present – Life has never been better and neither has the sex! I visited him 3 times over the summer and most recently we got married in Las Vegas ….. as recent as August 23rd

Knowing him at 15 and not realizing that one day we would get married it really does make my head swirl and get dizzy. I always had loved him but assumed he did not feel the same way about me, you can imagine my shock when I found out that he did love me and when he proposed marriage I honestly had to make him repeat it because at first I thought I heard him wrong. I don’t believe I have ever felt this happy and this in love than I do right now, I had almost given up on ever finding that one true love and sitting now writing this I am so glad that I didn’t!

September 26, 2011

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I am the heart and soul of everything about thatpinkblog. I can be critical, funny, kind, honest. I love life and like to live it to the fullest. This site is for curious, interested, wacky and intellectual people …. So go ahead and think thatpinkblog!
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